Why does it seem that boredom plagues the land so much that I am addicted to these Reality tv shows?  I find that the lives led on television are far more interesting than my own.  Sometimes, in reality, I feel that the world is not the spontaneous and adventurous place it use.  Now, all you see around you is control and stagnation. If it wasn't for entertainment on television, I don't know what my life would be like.  After watching my popular shows, I feel exhilarated like I almost went on a short vacation.  It has to be this way because I am stuck in a routine like most individuals.  Routine will keep you doing the same thing over and over and over again.  It is a necessity in this life if you are to survive and maintain those things that you want or need to keep in your life. That's when the shows come into play.  Just call me an addict because I don't derive any enjoyment from going to clubs anymore.  I rather watch people on television than go out and meet and socialize with people.  Is this normal?  I have learned to like the idea of being comfortable at home sitting in front of the television.  Besides, when I do get together with the little friends that I have, all we seem to do is talk about the Reality Shows on television.  When we are not talking about tv, there is nothing really to discuss.  It's crazy.  Actually, it's pathetic, but it's true.   

Lately, I have been really trying to figure out what would bring excitement to my life besides the Reaity Shows and movies.  Please be patient because I am still thinking about that one.  When I was younger, I was more ambitious and outgoing, now none of that stuff matters to me.  Achievements seem so useless to me too.  All I want to do now is to be able to be comfortable, relax, and get pleasure of some sort from food, a bubble bath, or a drive on a nice day in the country side.  Is there anyone out there that feels the same way that I do?  Please let me know.